current song: incubus-stellar
Valentines day is just an ordinary day, except that everywhere you look there's people wearing red, with hearts on their shirts, flowers on their hands.. anything that is heart, red or has the word "love" in it will surely be more expensive than usual. It's just another normal day, except you get to spend huge amounts of money for things that either will make you fat or destroy our environment.
I did spend my valentine's day though, at school. and it was fun, we were required to attend a forum of the famous Dr. Margie Holmes(the sexpert) titled: love, libog..or both? It was the first time that I enjoyed going to a forum, yes, the topic was nice, but moreover, the speaker was great in handling the crowd. Dr. Margie Holmes sure kknows how to talk about sex. I mean, words like "tit", "cum", "swallowing", "clit", comes out of her mouth as if she was saying "is", "am", "was", or "were". A very liberated forum I may say, and no stupid sensitive audiences. The forum's quite short though, but information-dissemination wise, it was great. Yeah, let's talk about sex. yEAH, ang another thing that's so great about Dr. Holmes is that apart from talking like crazy about sex, she can shift her aura into this oh-so-serious person(and mushy too) and talk about freaking love. wow, show wowed me, I mean, it's not being green-minded, or "experienced" it's about having intellect. She is a doyenne of sexuality. I wish I had a relative like her.
"When you throw in orgasms, it's like fireworks, it's fantastic". and then after 5 mins or so, she say this: " what makes true love is not that it last a lifetime, but that it has the power to transform you, Just because it doesn't last 20 years doesn't make it any less real or edifying". And then! the "aww effect" you know what I'm talking about. Just think of Keira Knightley's "flipping cardboard" scene in Love actually. Yeah, the "aww" effect.
I seem to think that having a journal puts you in such a pressure that if you don't have anything useful to say, then just keep it to yourself. I mean, everything has to make sense. oh the pressure.